New Year, New Me...
When I rang in the new year all I could think about was how much I wanted to be done with 2009 and start fresh with a new year! 2009 wasn't bad, but it wasn't great either. I spent a lot of the year hoping and longing for things that felt so out of reach, and that is not a fun place to be at all. I'm the type of person that wants things done a certain way and in a certain time frame, and if that isn't happening I am not a happy camper. But I have decided to stop moping around hoping for things. I am going to make things happen! This is my year!!
So, first things first. I made an appointment with a fertility specialist. I mean, I work with the greatest doctors in the state of Utah every single day...why did it take me so long to buckle down and schedule that first appointment?? Well, I don't know, but this is my year to have OUR baby that we have been waiting (me,not so patiently) for. I am going to stop crying and complaining, and actually do something about it (well, if I can)! So, some positive vibes, thoughts, and prayers could possibly help. ;)
Second, we are going to get into a house this year! I know we are. I have an awesome brother who is going to help us find that perfect house, and we are aiming for this summer when the kids are done with school. Who wants to move in the middle of the school year anyway?? So, my fingers are permanently crossed that it will happen...and that the house I have my eye on will still be for sale this summer...wishful thinking?? Probably.
Third, this is our year to become an eternal family. It's happening. Nothing more to say about that one...except for the fact that I can't wait!! :)
And finally, this is my year to be more grateful, be happy, spend less time cleaning and more time playing, and overall better myself so I can better those around me.
Sounds doable, right?? Wish me luck!
Love you all, and happy 2010!
6 months ago